once upon a time , maybe just a few years ago, there was a concept entrenched in my heart that one should not be hard on himself.

as a result , i dressed up myself beautifully,  generously. to spend money to be more  motivated to  make money.

it cost me 800 RMB for a AI shoes, 750 RMB for a coat.

well, that is all about was. now, it takes me a lot of time and energy for whether i should buy a Lining basketball shoes, whether it can be spent on the more needs, whether it is urgent  and so on.

after all, there is a lot of money when spent on pens, socks, while it's a little when spent on house